I didn't expect you to call me la.. since it's already been so many times.. i know i become very close to the "cry wolf" kind. there's not much more to say anyways.
i told elsie almost EVERYTHING. She said that this is the burden that God assigns me. Burden = dating this mean and not faithful (not faithful to me) man. AND, if I can pull it through, the reward will be very significant. However, she also said 'if that wasn't my son you are dating, i would've told you to leave him long time ago.' By now, you should probably guess what my issue is~~ "the return of pearl". I don't think they had met or seen each other. But i know they started xchanging emails again and planned to meet (the meet was canceled because of me not going to work.. praise the lord!!). I don't know when they plan to meet again..
Chen mama told me to leave him for a few days on Tuesday when I had breakfast with her. I told her that I really can't because once I leave, he will start making mistakes such as being unfaithful. So i told her my guess was confirmed last night when she called me today. She suggested that I would join a prayer's group and pray about the condition. I guess I am really helpless and feel like it's a good idea. or, at least it won't hurt. at this point, i really don't know what else is there i can do with my own power. i no longer can confront him because i didn't get my information thru the public channel~~~ what should I do?
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